Clap Hands 
factories and smoke
tirsdag, desember 16, 2003
hi.
i just kind of slept. but it was disconcerting.
i think that the basis of everything that troubles me is:
1. school
2. boys
3. food
not in that order.
now, I am not complaining (ok, wait I am complaing ok ok i admit it) but I am not looking for pity (at the moment). i'm just trying to think what links those three subjects together, why it's those three, all the time. School, ok. what? striving to meet expectations, whether for yourself or someone else. i guess. boys and food are linked i guess. and that's that. for those reasons.
and god, i realize SO MUCH that i'm not a poor little girl with problems. I mean jesus, i could probably count the teenage girls who don't worry about those three things on my hands. so yeah. blhabla bhalbha b girly angst yadda yah.
but listening to "idiot kings" by soul coughing helped.
i think.
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