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mandag, september 29, 2003
This morning i saw Justin TImberlake's new video, and the end of John Mayer's new video. and it seemed to me, that if you didn't know John was playing a guitar, it totttttalllly looks like he's masturbating.
what is up with so many people dying in the last week? It's effing insane. That crazy kid from Singing In the Rain died today or yesterday or something. sheesh. c'est tragique.
am i the only one whose parents watch the Antiques Roadshow? i think I am.
sucks to do French homework. oh yeah! Olivier is so hot!
søndag, september 28, 2003
RIP Bernard Manishewitz, 1913-2003
haha it sucks when you drive out to Best Buy in Kansas (which is SO FAR AWAY!) and they don't have the cd (or cd's that you want!) but Borders did, and I spent $15 for outkast, but there was a poster of the stars in the 75% off bin, so i got that too! and I got some free nasty coffee!
i rode my bike a while today, and it's so damn old! sometimes I feel when i'm pedaling that one of the pedals is just going to snap off! and then it's all creeky and stuff, and the handlebars are off center, and I'm sure i'll kill myself on it, but oh well!
arent' you glad it's turning fall? it's so lovely! I talked to Erin Caplan today!
tra-la tra-lay!
lørdag, september 27, 2003
whoa!i just got this bizarre email from a woman who claims to have been married to some Diamond bigshot in Sierra Leone who got shot and now she and her fleeing son have to find sommmmeone in AMerica who will have the heart to let them deposit $30, 500, 000 in their bank account. it even comes with a phone number.
SORRY LADY. I just don't believe you! besides, it would totally be blood money.
I think the last time i bought a cD was in july. and i really haven't listened to it. i should go get one. I think i'll get the new Outkast. or the Shins.
I went Shopping today, and it was fabulous. It started with free espresso, which is always a glorious thing, and I got Pride and Prejudice. and then Express is having some big sale and it's true, they are. and I got a pair of jeans...but they're kind of awkward cause I can't wear them on my hips (they fit!). but i got this realllly nifty dress too. Total: $30. then we went to Boomerang, and i got a really pretty purse, whose handle may or not may not be ivory...still real nice. and we (this is me and my mom) ate at the Nutty Girl, which i had never been to before. but it was tasty. and i'm sorry...i'm so excited for Homecoming. I love my outfit so much. I got shoes at DSW that are wonderful. eeeeee. but undergarment shopping was the most entertainment. I actually tried on this one bra that had ACTUAL SILICONE in it. it was so bizarre! and squishy! but it made my boobs look too big. it was ridiculous. all in all, a fine shopping day. I saw Pia when we were driving away from 39th st.
last night I watched La Cage aux Folles, which was nice and funny. i've heard the robin williams version isn't as good. tonight is 13 though babyohbaby.
awkward jeans!
oh yeah there are a lot of cool concerts coming in October....including David Sedaris..I'm also interested in belle and Sebastian, Grandaddy, Eels and that guy he's touring with, umm there's more? anyone? let's go.
torsdag, september 25, 2003
Hills114: oh my god, bitchy blog
sheesh jazz band gigs are lame.
now, I've heard some complaints about my blog being, "too ambiguous" and even i'm "trying to be ambiguous" WELL FOLKS I think we should just clear some things up. Let's take a look at that last post.
***grrrrr god i hate confrontation and i hate it when my friends fight. MOTHERFUCK. absolutely hate it i hate in more than having to call mme. huycke on the effin telephone and leaving a godamm message thank you very much. [ok, where's the ambiguity here? My friends are upset at eachother and I have to call Satan's Spawn for a homework assignment]
jesus driving to and from Madrigals i would take my hands of the steering wheel and they would hurt and be numb cause i was gripping the damn thing so much. [this is because i'm still upset about my friends. I would be thinking about the situation, or even not thinking about it, and then i would realize how my hands hurt.] and then i get home and my mom took Kazaa off the computer what a bunch of freakshows. what should i focus on right now? i don't know. I'm not focusing on college or my friends or field hockey or homework i'm focusing on things that are so trivial right now like me and him and etc. [ummm again, this is pretty clear folks. I think i'm just saying that i don't have my priorities straight. and I don't know who "him" is. butt off.]
god I want to talk to Mr. Christian about things like this. [the friend situation.] I think he'd be helpful cause i wouldn't go to Mrs. Lamb. [school psychiatrist...what? Mr. Christian is cool.] and i grabbed my mug in the microwave like a dumbass and screamed and spilled chai everywhere. [black and white, people! I'm a dumbass!]maybe i'll do phys or something to clear the brain. clear it. i really neeed help clearing my head. maybe if we went over the quod's every day. don't forget to check the stars tomorrow night. nacht. [what? astronomy! quote of the day! Star journal!]
i have an effin concert to go to tomorrow. motherfuck. how am I supposed to play? i should start writing. I re read part of "You're Ugly Too" last night and noticed things i hadn't before like how Zoe is looking through the yellow pages and there's thousands of entries under "Beauty" and none for "Truth."
I think I know my geography pretty damn well. [this is a modest mouse lyric from the song "dramamine" which i was playing at the time. i don't know what it means, nor have i applied it to my life. It was stuck in my head and I liked it]
so there. that wasn't so hard was it? no rosetta stone. no secret messeges. and if it's really important to you, to know what i'm thinking exactly, just ask me. Caroline did today and i told her embarassing things about myself and i'd love to do the same for you!
so let's not assume (daniel!), let's just take out an "as" and rearrange the letters and muse. haha DORK>
onsdag, september 24, 2003
grrrrr god i hate confrontation and i hate it when my friends fight. MOTHERFUCK. absolutely hate it i hate in more than having to call mme. huycke on the effin telephone and leaving a godamm message thank you very much.
jesus driving to and from Madrigals i would take my hands of the steering wheel and they would hurt and be numb cause i was gripping the damn thing so much. and then i get home and my mom took Kazaa off the computer what a bunch of freakshows. what should i focus on right now? i don't know. I'm not focusing on college or my friends or field hockey or homework i'm focusing on things that are so trivial right now like me and him and etc.
god I want to talk to Mr. Christian about things like this. I think he'd be helpful cause i wouldn't go to Mrs. Lamb. and i grabbed my mug in the microwave like a dumbass and screamed and spilled chai everywhere. maybe i'll do phys or something to clear the brain. clear it. i really neeed help clearing my head. maybe if we went over the quod's every day. don't forget to check the stars tomorrow night. nacht.
i have an effin concert to go to tomorrow. motherfuck. how am I supposed to play? i should start writing. I re read part of "You're Ugly Too" last night and noticed things i hadn't before like how Zoe is looking through the yellow pages and there's thousands of entries under "Beauty" and none for "Truth."
I think I know my geography pretty damn well.
mandag, september 22, 2003
PS: boys are awkward. and hot.
i didn't have practice today so i went to see "Anything Else" with sam after school. and I really liked it. it was funny and good but really depressing too. i saw people in it. I don't know...the Billie Holiday was nice too. i'd see it again. but it would have to be on another pleasant sunny day. accompanied by iced mochas.
"Hallelujah" is a really good song. thanks sam for the 411.
i'm chewing gum right now and making up a story about how i was a stage manager.
søndag, september 21, 2003
You know who can suck my nads? Cor Jesu. You know what was the worst field hockey weekend ever? This one. You know what I ate today? crap. You know what I'm eating now? Gummy bears. HOLLA MOTHERFUCKA
but i got exercise today. and went to liberty memorial and chilled with cool NCCJ folks. wow. gummy bears rock my nads. my parents are out buying chips right now cause they bought three jars of salsa, but no chips. This weekend, I suprised myself by saying "blow me" "suck my nads" and "i want to shoot/shit myself" so many times that i must have been DRUNK. LIKE A SOPHOMORE.
holy mother i just burped so badly. I should be doing the fuckbucket load of work i have right now. but I don wanna. I wanna keep eatin the gummis and drinkin my cream soda and listening to "A Minha Menina" by A Band of Bees
oh yeah and I blew chunks when I read Family Circus today.
LA MUSICA! EL BAILE! EL ENTRETENIMIENTO!
onsdag, september 17, 2003
tirsdag, september 16, 2003
oh mah god YOU'RE KILLING ME
mandag, september 15, 2003
aw i had a good day today!
a good day is when you wake up around 8, then watch music videos and eat breakfast for a while, then go upstairs and play loud music cause you're the only one in the house, and try on different outfits, and then head to school around 9:30.
and thennnn go back home some time...eat a pear or something...then go back to school and hand out your teacher recs to the two best teachers in the school and then go to art history all day then NOT HAVE HOCKEY PRACTICE then get a slurpee and read the funnies outside! YAY!!!
lørdag, september 13, 2003
god I am always so sad when my weekends with Catherine Dudenhoffer end. i'm not kidding.
Tulsa was alright...the weather was crappy...but oh man it was worth it. I spell Holland Hall "V-e-n-g-e-n-c-e" ok that was a really lame thing to say. but oh man oh man it was sooo great. ask me about it. in person. cause i just typed it. and I don't think I would type it again cause i'm sick and my thumb hurts.
man we had a lot of cookies this weekend. and bonding. we bonded like no other. ah well. i get to sleep in on monday...plus no practice. it's like a dream. ahhhhh sleep would be nice actually. a lot of things would. awww man i have so much money to spend on expensive coffee now. YAY! YAY!
you know what I like? the Midwest. driving through it...like this spring break was even though it was with my parents...but just being in those small towns...and sometimes it's really pretty and not just cornfields. god knows that i couldn't live in any of those places, like Tulsa.......but yeah.
what do you see when you turn out the light?
torsdag, september 11, 2003
aw you guys....you guys....."A little help from my friends" by the Beatles... that song seriously almost makes me cry.
man they play good jazz on that one channel...channel 2 right now. that advertises going to court and stuff. haha no really it's great right now.
man alive don't be a campus guide. ug i'm exhausted. I don't wanna write a paper. nor go to Tulsa. on a bus. salfdjksdf
je ne sais pas mes devoirs.
motherfuck this stuff is good.
oh shit what if I make the whole team sick? uncool!
gotta love fake smiles and semi-awkward conversations.....I know I do! see you in Oooooooooooooookl....
onsdag, september 10, 2003
BONJ
today was bad because I lost my great pen. and people were mega-bitches at field hockey. and I hurt.
but it was good cause of madrigals and cookies and cake and jazz band!! and DanTucker!
tirsdag, september 09, 2003
heh i just went to weather.com to check Tulsa's weather, and it said, "Good evening, TOMMY MCMOMMY!" and that was so funny. I don't remember typing that in.
so my new favorite show is "Newlyweds." I think it's a horrible career move for Jessica and Nick. I don't see how anyone could have any respect for Jessica Simpson after this. Does anyone else thinks it's really awkward that Jessica is married now? and her single is called The Sweetest Sin? and it's so obvious EXACTLY what it's about...errrrr that is realawkward for me. but yeah Jessica Simpson is so sickening. but it's pure fucking entertainment.
Could we not go to Tulsa.... it won't be that bad I guess. man alive. i have science to do
hoo ooo hoo ooo ooh hoo huh dearrrrr
mandag, september 08, 2003
will someone tell me how the FUCK the world is getting more impersonal????
søndag, september 07, 2003
hey ask me what one of my favorite songs to play a la piano is
it's Fascinatin' Rhythm
omg i cannot BELIEVE sam did not follow through on rage day. what a total lose. but way to go john and david. that was awesome.
anyway. St lOuis was awesome i thought....it was just Varsity, so no no-talent underclassemen, and the two there did their little duties of being submissive and passive, so that was fine. but yeah. our team is cool, and panara is cool, and Bring it On rocks.
Plus, on saturday, I think i had the best day of my field hockey career. highlights......
there was a moment when i hit the ball but I slipped and was on my fucking side/back, but there was my stick and the ball and I gave it the biggest hit I could on the ground, and it didn't go far, but it went far enough and we got the ball, and it was so awesome cause you're not allowed to play the ball when you're on the ground, but they didn't call it. and I skinned both knees on the turf. it was an awesome move all in all. I got the Diaz cowbell.
and THEN in the night game (yeah we played with stadium lights!) i effin' made a goal!!!!motherfucker!!!!!!!as an fuckin halfback!!!! of course, it didn't count, because I hit it outside the circle, but it was still fucking awesome. and I got the Diaz cowbell again. that's twice in one day.
and we lost two of the three games, but to quote Catherine Dudenhoffer, "You know, St Louis can beat us, but we can go to bed at night knowing we will never have that annoying nasal accent of theirs." i love our team.
aw man i'm bruised everywhere. and i have tons of devoirs! and practice tomorrow!
Çav.
Les Marmottes Aplaties are rad as heck.
fredag, september 05, 2003
ok my mom just yelled down the stairs for me to go to bed. I wasn't going to bitch, but now I am. I need some angry music though....ok Bratmobile i guess. none of my mp3's are angry. but Bratmobile is bitchy. so bitchy that she makes me get in car accidents when i listen to her. really loudly. and go too fast around curves.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ok based on Hill's post, i can't STAND CINDY motherfuck!!! i want her gone! and you know what? two other people told me today how they wanted to run over her with their car. granted, it was caroline and pia, but still. the hussie. i swear i'm going to snap this year. I just have to wait till after hockey season. I'm getting closer and closer to snapping I swear. like today I got the ball straight on and passed it in a nice 90 degree angle and she goes, "dont' pass it back where it came from" and i swear I went, "i didn't" it might not sound weird but it's kind of bitchy when you're on the field.
oh well. I think she gets my hate-vibes. CARE
by the way i'm going to st. louis tomorrow in the morn. for hockey. so that's why i'm here. that and Greg is a freakshow and doesn't call, no wait he called all the damn time except when i'm home freakshow freakshow.
besdies that i'm not sure what else i can say.
I'm getting damn sick of calorie obsessing ....well i do it too. but when it's just so damn blatent. and when people talk about it for like 15 minutes. and college. motherfuck. look i think we all need to watch what we're saying from now on. we all can't go to the same schools, we can't all afford the same schools...just keep that in mind guys. thanks........If i ever say anything along those lines just please tell me i don't want to be an oblivious douche.
aw this sounds just like all my other posts. were we supposed to do this in list form? sors. maybe later. like, senior summary later. no wait my pet peeves are too mean probably.
this was a bad rage post. it was not angry. i save my anger for my journal, which i write in with blood, and tear the pages with my fingernails until they're bloody stubs.
because i'm really not bad right now. in fact, i got a letter (the long lost july letter) from olivier today! aw ! he is so sweet!! he's the most! but seer. it was awesome and it came with it's own frenchCD and cannabis leaf. oh yeah.
um see you later. I obviously only gear my hate towards one person. that makes sense too. oh my god it's so funny you won't believe what Bob Dylan song I'm listening to right now! I didn't even think of that when I put it on! that's so funny. man! man alive!
I got a head full of ideas and they're driving me insane.....it's a shame the way she makes me scrub the floor.
SHITS AND GIGGLES, KIDS! JUST SHITS AND GIGGLES!
torsdag, september 04, 2003
omg. i don't think i can do it sam. My universe is too small...not even the Brady family can mask my hatin'. erggg but it's a good idea. I'm not sure I need a rage day, I need a psychologist.
bahhh where are my parents? they need to get home so I can be like, "sorry I can't eat the meal that you're waiting to make because i'm a fool. and i have to go to Louisburg." nevermind.
and i have to shower. and condition ; )
um,mmmm cool.
ummm saros. sdkfa jaklaskkj FUCK
onsdag, september 03, 2003
oh yeah and razorburn sucks too
tirsdag, september 02, 2003
UNCOOL THINGS
having your damn soul projected on the effin' wall of your english room
running to 63rd
not having your own car
mcdonald's cappucinos haha oh they're nasty
ms. hughes!
cool things would be the jazz band project i'm psyched like a mo
i was born one mornin' when the sun didn't shine....
mandag, september 01, 2003
you know what is so annoying is how i can't freaking use this page for anything. like probably what I started it for in the first place...cause i really don't feel comfortable mentioning everything that affects me. which isn't to say that that's a lot. but sometimes i just wanna bitch and cry and i can't do it here. haha and god KNOWS I can't talk to anyone about it. yeah...that and worrying about "Oh god, that's so typical. so stereotypical to say something like that." like people who worry about posting lyrics.
school is so damn annoying.
I don't want to be me.
I have no life.
maybe poetry is the answer. because that's all about ambiguity too. at least it is to me. I can't do shit in this house. I need to shower if i'm going anywhere but I can't bear to leave this place cause of me....
I wish taylor was working today so i could drive out there for a reason cause i need to go to BEst Buy too.
heh...but now I'm playing "Hey Sandy" by Polaris. so now it's all better.
I'm also crazy about "people are strange" by the Doors. last year around this time, I heard it in the car when my dad was taking me to school one day. I mean, it's a song that stays with you, but this was right after Europe and it totally gave me the whole American-in-Paris vibe. whatever THAT vibe is. cause it's not like a gene kelly sort of vibe at all. I hope someone got that. If you did, I'll marry you. but anyway. I told myself to remember the song but I forgot it, and I searched online with the only words I remembered ("stranger") but that didn't work. but Pia somehow reunited us. dunno how.
when you're strange...no one remembers your name.
Korn2loutre: min i need to go bathrooms , beer make me piss AHAHAAH
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