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søndag, august 31, 2003
talk of the weather will do....
good job?
aw Kansas City is such a great city. I don't want to go back to school. I want it to keep being drizzly and cool and green and grey. and I want to watch American Beauty and I want roadrunner to start working again so I don't have to use AOL.
I had the best day yesterday. well, maybe not the best ever, but it was still awesome. cause I love my friends and Lawrence and shopping and people from East. haha not really. I should practice piano...so i don't suck.
I went to the nelson exhibit today and it was alright. though i still don't know how to examine a painting, even though I sure as hell acted like I did. I hope we go out to dinner tonight.
pbbt.
lørdag, august 30, 2003
quel night!!!
man i've been waiting for this
onsdag, august 27, 2003
fuck me gently with a chainsaw....
tirsdag, august 26, 2003
"I love firemen and firewomen, really they rock! And punks too....Before I'm an adult, before becoming a diplomat or an ambassador, I'l be a fireman and then a punk. Great decision! AND a chippendale!"
mandag, august 25, 2003
me: I'm too short to be a senior!
hillary: yeah I know....
Thank you so much David and Sam!!! despite the unending waiting we had to do at the end....the day was a success....i'm so glad it finally did that. one of these damn projects actually had a follow-through. and Alvin Brooks was so damn good. goddamn. so thanks so much!!! yay!!!!
søndag, august 24, 2003
goddam. i just slept for like three hours. deep sleep filled with weird dreams. I blame Jane Smiley. cause i finished her damn book then was out. what a lame book.
the fuck. we need to organize...something. school starts tuesday...and I just gotta get wasted before then.
so as the summer nears its close.....how bout a recap?
the non-highlights....Church camp was not skanky, it was too lonely, even if i had an ok time. not enough partying..jesus i need some new friends. (JOKE). not enough concerts...seriously, what did I see this summer? not even the damn Counting Crows. when i busted my tire. when i got sad (awwwwww). I was in a classroom too damn much this summer. like, that's all i remember about july. i'm way out of the music loop...I got some new Vinyl this summer but barely any CDs. dammit sam i need to steal some stuff from you.
the disappointment of the summmer goes to the Tivoli. second place is relationship with Andy, not the guy himself. he can't help it. haha. i hope Dish isn't the third. but that'll come after summer's over. after....those boys of summer have gone...i gues the third summer disappointment would be not going to Europe. Cause i sure as hell didn't. that should be second.
I would say the highlights were.....Canada. meeting new people (mostly from East...weird). reading some good books...but only a few. having a good paying job. coffee. more recently, the whole Dish thing. and the success/progress of LGBT YVPP. Clem. biking a lot. strobe light.
I don't know...that list is pretty short....it's probably cause i'm bored as hell right now. and not in the mood. poop. I need a sunnier disposition. I guess i'm grateful i didn't have to go to LAB camp. I would have effin' drown myself in the lake.
ah well. i'll think of more later.
love, kjerstin.
lørdag, august 23, 2003
my mom got back from chicago today...I didn't even know she left. Shit like that really fucking scares me.
fredag, august 22, 2003
MAN DO I SMELL BAD
but field hockey practice really isn't that bad. the heat isn't even that bad. waking up early isn't even that bad. but goddammit if i don't shoot myself because of the fucking people playing with me. ohhhh man some...some people just irk me to no end. but yeah besides the bitches/fake people/tools/really fucking good-at-hockey people, my watch band stinks to high heaven.
oh yeah and i saw Camp, and it was pretty good, and there were some really cheesy parts, but other than that, it was funny and i liked watching it. cause that guy gets naked. I mean, cause now I appreciate performing arts more.
I was just frontin'....
torsdag, august 21, 2003
this is so weird it's 9:30 in the morning and i'm talking to more people online than i do at later hours.
haha that just means i'm a loser!!! aw i'm so sleepy!!
onsdag, august 20, 2003
oh yeah and if you want to try to hear me on the radio (VAIN!) go here:
LGBT etc...
personally, it doesn't work on my computer, so i'm still waiting to hear myself sound like a jackass (I hope I wasn't too, "yeah, straight people!") but yeah...i don't know where it is, either...somewhere in the second half. thanks.
so i have no study halls first semester....but i guess it doesn't matter. cause i can leave and get a slurpee. or a mocha. a real mocha too, not the half-assed ones at Hi Hat.
field hockey practice sucks, and i know that the other sports practices suck too, but goddammit i'm going to complain about field hockey.
i really wanna throw up. I have wanted to throw up since 7am.
and A Thousand Acres finally started having some action. now it just needs like, a ghost with a hidden treasure.
tirsdag, august 19, 2003
aww tomorrow it starts. at 6:30. i was going to run today but now i'm not sure if I will. cause no one else did. except that one realllly big tool.
and that time comes around where you have coffee with everyone who you won't see forever...or hope for it or something....
someday baby i will sing you a love you song
I dreamed last night that A Thousand Acres turned into 1984 towards the end. it was freaking scary and awesome.
but no...it's still boring as hell.
lalalalala....
mandag, august 18, 2003
I WAS JUST ON THE EFFIN' RADIO!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
søndag, august 17, 2003
hey kids!
tomorrow at 11 am listen to 89.3!!! they'll be talking about our precious violence prevention program! I actually don't really know what to expect, but you should listen (or call!) in. cause that would be sweet! I posted a flyer today...if anyone wants more, ask me and i'll give you a copy to give to someone or put somewhere.
anyway, this is really exciting...yeah radio! so listen up! and keep your calendars clear on the 25th! yah!
in other news, A Thousand Acres really really sucks.
so i got the skills but i ain't got the SOUL
fuck.
hey it's cool last night was alright no matter waht.....pia and i ventured to that place that IS the most awkward place on earth. and we met some more people.
andyouknowwhatever
it might not have worked anyway.
and he does have a girlfriend.
i did a lot of shopping this weekend. more than i ever do. haha I can call that my back to school shopping. it works.
we went to the Ethnic fair yesterday and that was pretty rad. but yeah. I should have gone hungry. getting in touch with mah roooots would have been cooler if i was ecaudorian or someting. cause they had lots of booths. It would have been cooler if the guy in the Norge apron and hat had an accent while serving my drink to me.
"PHunk" made it to the pages of pembroke's "art advocate" though I could be mistaken for some stoner surfer bassist guy. hey it's cool too.
yeah and I bought the prettiest dress yesterday too. from Peregrine Honig. i want to wear it every day.
i want to be in a band.
lørdag, august 16, 2003
I drove so much today. Seemed like all over Kansas City. Twice.
But it was ok. I made some new friends, that I am very excited to know.
And I did some shopping--spent some of that paycheck (aw it's so sweet--I got this record of IWW songs. it's hella sweet.)
But yeah...my future is looking uP? I'm not sure what I meant by that...because I have some new chances/shots/people and it's nice and new and I like things like that.
So I thought I would just post something more than a few sentences even though it doesn't really matter anyway.
And there's heartache to everything.
But it doesn't matter cause I've always got somethingorsomeone that helps.
so goodnight.
sheeeesh.
onsdag, august 13, 2003
Note to self: Remember to put away the white towels when sam comes over.
; )
KCAI just sent me a huuuge packet/brochure/book thing.
"Thanks, Pembroke Hill Art Club!" (thumbs up sign)
tirsdag, august 12, 2003
If any of you have Adobe Illustrator, or know where I could get access to it, could you tell me?
thanks.
mandag, august 11, 2003
ask me what i had for breakfast.
toast and pepto-bismol.
søndag, august 10, 2003
ah you know it's nice to be back in KC and just eat shit and not do anythigna nd want to leave the house instaead of being somewhere else that made me feel uncomfortable a lot for various reasons including religion, body image and internal weakness towards dealing with anything interpersonal. but other than that. it's nice to be somewhere where i can drink root beer and cream soda once more and tend to ..........................
clem is in town! it is exciting as hell!
lørdag, august 09, 2003
awwww i'm so tired (i'm used to naps and going to bed befroe 11:45) but this is too irresistable
A - Age: 17
B - Band: The Kinks, New Order, Sergio Mendes & Brasil '66
C - Choice Of Meat: shrimp
D - Dream Date: This guy you don't know. but i really wanna go out with him. his name is Joe but he is older and CHRISTIAN. So I'll go for Christian Slater's character in Gleaming the Cube.
E - Excites You: Orlando Bloom, boys with accents, Y Tu Mama
F - Favorite Food: Smoothies. Oo! I just found a guitar pick!
G - Greatest Gift: bass? or mix tapes/Cds? Ability to speak with animals?
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: yeah probably something in Europe.
I - Internal conflicts: yes
J - Jelly Bean: what? why is there only one? I don't know...they're not bad. But they would be if there's only one.
K - Kool Aid: Pia and I tried to make it the other night cause I was having company, and we were all excited until I was like, "wait! he's diabetic!" but it didn't matter, cause we made it poorly anyway.
L - Love: Dieu seul le sait!!
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: bass? Price wise? anything from Europe is sentimental. like the holes in my head
N - Name: Shevorla
O - Outfit I Love: that bowling shirt pia gave me plus some skirt. like my pinstripe one. I got it in Canada. I love everything I got in Canada
P - Pizza Topping: red peppers
Q - Question I want to ask: Why does it hurt when I pee? Does that mean I'm gay?
R - Roots:Blonde
S - Sport to watch: hockey!!!
T - TV show: Seinfeld, Family Guy, Six Feet Under when it's on
U - Unique habits: YEAH, WHATEVAH!
V - View from the window: street, tree
W - Weather I Love: warm evenings, like when you step out of a house and the tranquility hits you three seconds later. Or the first couple chilly days of fall when the sky is grey.
X - Memorable ex's: yes please!
Y - Yesterday's best meal: Fruit Loops for breakfast, or S'mores! for evening snack!!!
Z - Zodiac Sign: Capricorn!
ahhhhh you know it's a good day when you wake up in a squeaky bunk bed at a Presbyterian Camp and go to bed after sipping a fine Cuban rum.
søndag, august 03, 2003
see ya
lørdag, august 02, 2003
fuckin' stoners....posting on my blog....
sometimes, I look on makeoutclub.com. Actually a lot. And you know what? Those people really inspire me. I really really like them. I want to dye my hair black and start a live journal. I love rain. Thanks.
oh my god! my mom thinks i do drugs! thats horrible! i'm straight edge!!!! when will my mom trust me again? i think i should write to cosmogirl, dont you? eek! omg...
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