Clap Hands 
factories and smoke
lørdag, mars 29, 2003
you know. sometimes i forget i don't like hardcore.
I need to talk to people. specifically.
but I need to be with people in a more general sense. but all I want to do is stay at home and waste mytime all the time everything makes me uncomfortable which is why hillary and caroline think i'm an alcoholic. who's fault? i can point fingers but it's mine for some reason. oh yeah that reminds me i figured out how i have only child's syndrom cause i figured i must, since i'm an only child, but i was never really that selfish or demanding... so while i was looking for the answer to this question I was also wondering what it is that makes me so interested in myself. what that means is that I am the most important person in my life. I'm not sure if that's an ego thing or what, it's certainly not purposeful, but i have always condsidered myself important, like i don't know how to put this so that it doesn't sound haughty because i'ts not supposed to be but maybe that's the whole point, is that it is and I just keep saying it's not. ha weelLL!anyway. like, i'm always concerned that I"M the happiest (IRONIC IRONIC) and i shove everyone else under the carpet. and for christ's sake that is a horrible way to travel. so I"m sorry to everyone, becuase i am inconsiderate to the izzo. and hypocritical and I whine all the time . pardon.
aWK!
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