Clap Hands 
factories and smoke
onsdag, juni 12, 2002
a sad story is how my discman is running out of batteries as I listen to it now.
and what is the buzzing sound in the background of Erroll Garner? No worries. so beautiful still.
I think Pia's right about my medication, because I'm having pretty weird thoughts. At least, that's what I'm thinking what it is. Maybe I'm just in a good mood, or maybe it's a bad mood due to lack of socialization.
hmmm I'm beginning to think it's a bad mooooood.
hhahahahoooohhhwelll.
the keyboard is so insubordinate to the piano. I don't know if it's just the old version my dad got for us, it has no pedal and i must admit that I don't know how to work everything, but there are no dynamics, and yeah. I don't want to hear my music with a "panpipe" or "rock guitar." I want a piano, and that's hard enough to figure out.
god. You know what? if you think I'm uncool, I can deal with it. hmm. I was lonesome today because I had so many movies to watch and no one to watch them with. Thanks for the people who talked to me today. I'll even give credit to the people I called and weren't home. because I love them!
These days I sleep when I want to, becasue I like to think I'm a true invalid, who deserves to be waited on, and be allowed to have her way because of her dietary restrictions. And watch modern remakes of Shakespeare plays.
they laughed at me wanting you
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